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My StruggleSo many times Ive forgotten
that no one can see inside my mind
and see my true self
All that they can see
is my face
and my outerwardly appearance
Im judged by that alone,
before my mouth even opens
and that INFURIATES ME!!!
The Secret of Life - WIPlife isnt about waiting for the perfect conditions, the perfect day, the perfect moment, the perfect spouse, the perfect job or having the perfect life.
life is about seizing the opportunities as you see them, finding the good, the fun, and the exciting, inside of our everyday dreg through the mediocrity.
because at the end of your life, you only wish for one thing: more time
no one gets more time, its a cold, hard fact.
but the man who spent his life waiting, will probably have more regrets than the man who spent his life living
Strengthpeople that have the power to hurt me:
those i care about
those i respect
people that do not have the power to hurt me:
Favor ContractI, ______________________________________________ the undersigned first party, hereby enter into a "favor" contract with ______________________________________________, the undersigned second party.
A "favor" is described in this contract to be any deed done of goodwill without payment or compensation.
This contract states that by initating the first "favor" of the relationship between the two parties, the first party agrees to:
Return "favors" of equal value to the "favors" he or she receives from the undersigned second party. The value of the return "favor" is to be determined by the second party.
Once the initial debt has been paid back, this contract may be considered completed.
Both parties have the option to renew the contract, or amend the terms to include a timeline.
Breaking this contract will result in a dissolval of the relationship between the two signed parties.
By signing this contract, all parties agree to the above stated terms.
The Correlation Between Intelligence n DepressionIntelligent people are often sad because they will never live long enough to learn everything.
Human Virus - WIPnearly all species of plants and animal on Earth are merely organisms in a regulartory cycle in order for the Earth to be alive. Compare it to cells in our own bodies, tiny microscopic organisms living out entire lives with special purposes, each species unique, each race designed for a larger purpose, hugely important and yet completely unknown to them, specific roles necessary for the life and well being of some larger creature with its own purpose.
when these organisms gain self-awareness and go off-course, against nature's course, it causes problems for the larger organism. Compare it to cancer, one bad cell mutates, forgets it's place, then it spreads, creates more cancer cells, and just like a cancer, it doesnt need to infect the whole body to kill the larger organism, just a chunk of something vital.
Humans are a self-aware cancer of the earth, destroying her from the inside out for it's own personal gain and survival. Earth's own natural chemistry prevents the cancer from
The Tattoo - WIPi wish i could brandish your name across my heart for all time, so i could go forth barechested and shouting at the tops of my lungs to all who could hear me until there was not one person left in this world who hadnt heard of my deepest love for you. He confessed with all the passion he could muster. Taken slightly aback, she paused, she stared at him insensely, as if taking him in for the first time, then looked thoughtful for a moment, and asked "Do you really mean it?" YES! He ejaculated. I mean it with all of my heart, my imperfect human soul, every bone in my body and fiber of my being I love you. I love you more than the sunshine that lights my way, the air in my lungs, and the blood running through my veins because without you in my life I would have no use for any of these things. Life without love is no life at all. She smiled at him. A sharp burning sensation ran across his chest and he grasped at his heart abruptly and let out a surprised yelp of pain. He tore away at his g
Demon Slayer anime idea - WIPits been a long time since the barriers between this world and the demon world were cut down.. the beginning was really bad, a lot of humans died. the strongest became demon slayers, my ancestors. My family was particularly well known. My great great great great great grandfather Jigoku was legendary, its been said if it hadnt been for him, the entire human race wouldve been lost. He killed countless demons, hundreds of thousands, and his power grew so great his body was no longer completely human. A demon slayer grows stronger with every demon life he takes, a part of that demon power forever imprisoned in it's killer's body, aiding in the killing of more, stronger demons. an enternity of being insulted, the only real hell a demon can know.
lesser humans, unfortunately, become tainted by this evil power and it transforms them into some bastardized version of a demon, a human-demon hybrid, low class and unintelligent, only able to act on it's insatible urges for killing. only tho
ViolinI remember the day
you told me violins
were strung with cat gut
and that is why
you hated music
(who says that to a child?)
I followed you
all that summer.
I watched you
grow away from mother -
your whiskey held better conversations
and all she did was cry.
We'd sit cross-legged on the porch
and count the horseflies
settling on our lunch.
You would drown tadpoles
in a bucket
surprised they could not swim
and I would dream
of cherry popsicles.
And when night would gather
on the sidewalk
I'd hold my breath
until a star appeared.
Don't bother making wishes
you'd tell me -
stars are dead weight in heaven
and God has cloth ears.
My School Says I'm Worthless (sort of a rant)I'm a criminal because my values aren't their values
And I'm scum to say the least
Because I'm not on their list
Ones who have their lives set out
And drink from molten glory raining down from
School top balconies...
And I have myself left to blame for all the non-attempts
And truancies; the bleak distractions
That help me escape the inviolable test-score stares
Of disapproval that I attract from their
And they're forced to ask me 'Why?
Why are you still here?'
And I can barely say
That I'm afraid to leave.
That I know that no-one knows
Or what they want to be
But unlike those
I gave up
A while ago
And they can't tell me to my face that I'm a failure so they heavily imply
That my lacking presence
And even less impressive
Tendency for slacking off is evidence
That I am stupid and a fool and nothing more than such a waste of resources
And it's a disappointment
That I don't hold their ideals
VesselYour heart is a compass.
Broken, perhaps, but I know
It’s always searching for the North Star.
Which way will your beard point tonight?
DanielYou are vertebrae
reinforced with titanium
that does not make you the lesser -
You’ve got the weight of the world
on one shoulder
sometimes you trip because of it -
you’re still walking
and if things fused wrong
post or anterior
and if things fused out in the interior
your circuits live on
and if your thoughts get circular
or so do your moods
and your mind blanks and you forget -
you’re nervous but strong -
then I’ll remind you.
Because you give me
the backbone required
you’re my Atlas, so I lift my head,
you’re my axis, so I can face the future
because you are vertebrae
reinforced with titanium.
You’re my inner strength.
FallingFailure after failure
A life not worth living
Lost in my misery
Long gone are the good moments
I keep falling
Nothing can save me now
Gone my hopes are
Because He'sHe’s listening
Millions of them.
A flash of red
And a navy hat
No warning – now motionless
With skin turned to shadows.
Darkest MoonI celebrate my right to live;
To the dismay of some, perhaps
It should be noted
These words I write, however true
Are only portions of the moon
I’ve decide to shine light upon.
But who am I to preach respect?
Who Am I to preach equality?
An advocate for re-personification
Of the female gender
But exhibits cannibalistic characteristics
Within dark spaces.
I am a shadow
Hidden within an Eggshell, painted pink,
Waiting to hatch.
Is the darkness
The night brought upon us.
InsomniaI lay in bed at night and day dream up a world where you and I are together and all of our problems magically disappear with our first kiss and we live happily ever after. And then, like the brat that you are, you burst my "happily ever after" like a bubble with harsh words and hateful actions, like refusing to speak to me, "I dont love you's," and so many seeds of jealousy planted it should be called a garden.
...and this is why I cant sleep.
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